my hearts on thin ice so don't hurt me

Hey ! It is 09.02.2012

2012-02-09T08:23:00.001-08:00

Hello..
Chinese new year is finally over
I don't really like Chinese new year ? Lol
But I love to receive angpao! Everyone did.. ! Haha
Many thing happened ..
I had a small car accident ..
How bored is my life.. Damn
Finally I can drive today !
Then I ask Gary accompany me go school take forecast result
But didn't take it successfully at last lah.. Coz I didn't fill those form
Then we went to mcd
Boom ! An accident again
That's was my fault ??
I didn't accident lah.. But the car behind me did
He said I blocked his sight
He shouldn't be beside me lahh
I didn't do wrong I believe
But .. Kesian.. He was my school's senior
He had to stop his P license about two years ! How guilty...
When that time they said not my fault
But at night they said it's my fault ! Gosh.. I have to argue with this
So I went to silverspoon
It's actually a friend birthday.. But I don't care about it.,
I just want they know the truth !
After half hour.. Yea.. I guess I win ? Haha
But.. This will be another sleepless night.. Sorry that guy.. INSOMNIA GET AWAY FROM ME !
I don't have a nice dream long time ago
Pls don't let me think anything anymore
I'm enough tired :'(
Many thing to FAN ! I want a happy life .. God bless me ..

09.01.2011

2012-01-09T06:55:00.000-08:00

07.01.2011

recieved a call from gary

He ask me go airport the night

With jim and chiew hui for meet julian which back from kuching

Actually they told me to fetch them at 8 something

but I went at 7 o'clock

We go around mosjaya

then went airport at 8 o'clock

Chit chat there about one hour at starbuck

I having my favorite drink - Green tea cream :D

I lovin' it ! haha

After that we went to beach replubic for supper!

The scnery there was nice

Great place.. unfortunately chiew hui cant come that day ><

but still keep chit chat coz we all are talkative person..haha

06.01.2011

2012-01-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

arghhhh~~~!

im so sien today!

my blazer photo wasnt in school magazine !!!

ZZZzzzz D: *sob sob

I was really sad man

i dont know what are them doing! Haiz ~~

a bored day again for sure

have crazy chatting with jim and gary!

My day... AWW :'(

02.01.2012

2012-01-02T08:46:00.001-08:00

Finally I had a great day today with Chen ling ! :D
We watched our first movie at this year !
"jack and Jill" is damn funny!!
I had car to use today
So I called Chen ling out with me
I miss her a lot
We long time didn't meet since after spm :(
But we meet today ! I like outing with friends I realized !! ><
Aww.. Really a nice day with her !
Hmm.. I wonder 2011 form 5s' can get the Rm100 or not ?
Some of them say can but some of them say can't ? Lol
I gonna check it out tomorrow
Hope we can take !! ><
well , I have to sleep now goodnight everyone ! :)

New year new life

2012-01-01T08:43:00.001-08:00

Yeah it's 2012
But it seems same for me
At the first day of this new year..
I did nothing ><
actually I should sleep now
But I slept too much on evening
So, even I'm sleepy but I couldn't fall asleep
This is called holiday life.. Haha
Anyways, for those middle school and also primary student
School opening is around the corner
Enjoy the last few days of your holidays !
Well, I left not much holidays too
My dad decided to sent me to curtin
The school reopen is on 9 of Jan
Damn fast .. Lol
I told him I wanna go with axel .. Hope he let me go on march
He said I'm too 'eng' after spm
Actually I wanna oversea
But my parents think I'm not independent
Instead of put me beside
better let me oversea and let me live myself for learning to be more independent bah~~
They just worried too much :/
I just hope I can free from their control
They just can't understand
How sad D:

Finish update
Everyone have a nice day :)

1.1.2012

2011-12-31T10:31:00.001-08:00

A new year !
I promised I'll update everyday but I didn't :(
But at this moment.. Everyone are welcoming a new year !
Let's forget about Bad thing and welcome new life ! :D
I countdown with my mum this year
At parkson..
I saw a lot of schoolmates there
They celebrate with their own friend
But me ? :(
Nobody find me countdown together .. Aww.. How sad :(
There wasn't the only thing which make me sad yet ... :/
Hmm.. The countdown was nice . But.. There less some friend beside me ...
Come on... Be happy stupid!
Everything gonna be alright at this new year !
I believe that ! :)
Best wishes for all of my friend ! :D
Lastly, happy new year !
Rock 2012 !!!

28.12.2011

2011-12-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

owhhhh

A bored day again ><

I wanna update my blog everyday!

But...I'm quite lazy

Yesterday i dont even touch my Iphone.

I think that's because there is no games inside i think.

I heard that jacky and askar has get iphone 4s

Aww...i wanna get one too!

maxis plan really is so cheap!

Wanna get one soon...*i hope my mum will give me one

But the price is really acceptable

I wanna play with siri !

and the awesome iphone camera...Hmm

Pls give me one !xD

I didn't went anywhere this few days

Since i dont have my own car to use..

I rather stay at home

Sorry for those friend who ask me out :(

Finish update ! :D

Friendship

2011-12-19T05:46:00.001-08:00

Hmm.. After few weeks holiday after spm
I suppose be more closer with my friend
But now seems different
Everyone busy their own stuff
I'm so bored and lonely D:
Just back from Kuching
I back to here start bored life again
:(
I want outing with friend pls.. Hmm

09.12.2011

2011-12-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

Exam is over about two days!!

YEAHHHH :D

im free from school ! throw all the books ! kding ><

this few days i had watched many drama and sleep as much as i can !

im enjoying after spm's life !

but that's exactly bored...haha

felt so empty coz i no need to study anymore

hahaha..xD

i think i'd miss school life

the time we chit chat with friends and playing around

this all became memories T.T

well.. dont lost contact friends !!

Since my parents when to kuching for meeting for few days

im going to drive my bro to here and there alone !

today i went out with my BFF ! Axel :)

11 oclock i went to her house

11.25 we reach x cruisine (not really nice)

12 we go merdeka mall for booking breaking dawn part 1's ticket

we walk around coz the movie start at 1.30pm

axel bought a bag...cute bag xD

1.30 to 3.30 we watching breaking dawn part 1

It is damn nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! axel and i cant wait for part 2 dy !

bella and edward borned a baby girl :D

after movie we went to parkson

i went to buy pizza ! my bro wanna eat 7 cheesy bites !

its nice too...yummy:D

i bring axel back home and i back home too

im afraid to drive alone..haha

but i have to !

my day !

bye bye c:

28.11.2011

2011-11-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

yea...little update here :)

I finally get my driving license !

its exactly COOL !

i love drive...but i still can drive alone yet

haha... im not that brave yet

and my mum's car was a little bit too big for a beginner?

but she has to let me drive next month coz my parents are going to travel!

i have to drive myself...how nice aye :D

hmm... Spm?

three subject to gooo

art,account and economy !

Fighting !

Hey 18.11.11

2011-11-18T01:49:00.001-08:00

I'm here to update something :D
Spm is till going !
Ive done 4 subjects !
5 subject to goo :)
Hahaha.. I can smell the freedom .. XD
Jia you every form 5s' ! Hehehe

27.10.2011

2011-10-27T07:45:00.000-07:00

不知有多久没有那么痛过了

真的很累

12.10.2011

2011-10-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

HERE IM !

im currently having trial 2 exam!

and i ve no idea why im still here

anyways...

i hand in a empty paper this morning

GOSH!

i totally dont know how to write man!

economy...Lol

i supposed to read at least some last night

but...im so lazy to go take my book.

AND!not becoz im really lazy...my leg was bitten by a dog yesterday :<

Freaking.... this accident ruined all my plan :/

That dog tot my leg is drumstick is it?LOLL

Thanks for Gordon, Ricky, Jun Yuan and Raymond help me after i bite by the dog

I I I I have no feel after i bite by the dog

When Jun Yuan said WHAT's WRONG?SO MANY BLOOD BLEEDING?

Lol..i just realize...my leg have bite by it

welll,that is a really deep and big scar yea

Damn it...

A BIG SCAR! OH MY,... :(

my walking style is really Weird ya...i really pretending to be normal walking style

but it still look strange

haha

i still need go to columbia everyday . Zzz

really was an unlucky day.!

So true

2011-10-10T01:48:00.001-07:00

爱情是追到手的吗？
不是。其实真正的感情根本不需要追的。
两个人的默契，在慢慢将两颗心的距离缩短，在无意识中渐渐靠近彼此。
从好朋友到情人，真正的感情是用不了多久的。
从你喜欢上他的那一刻起，也许他也在那一刻喜欢上了你。
同节奏的爱情往往能奏出最和谐最动听的乐章。
真正的爱情需要什么？
需要两个人在一起是轻松快乐的，没有压力。

爱一个人就是毫无保留地付出吗？

不是。
每一个人都是一个独立的人，我们首先是属于自己的，
我们有思想，我们有个性，而不是把我们的全部都给对方。
我们可以有保留，比如你不愿意说的隐私，有秘密的人才是成熟的，不是吗？
有时候不说出来反而更好。

外貌和个性哪个更重要？

男人年轻的时候往往喜欢漂亮的女子，
25岁以后，会选择和自己性格合适的女子，能和自己一起过日子的人。

喜欢一个人，太急切了，反而不好。
一，是因为越想得到的越得不到；
二，是得到了也很难珍惜，来得快去得也快。细水长流一些，爱情会更长久。

相爱容易相处难。相处中最重要的是宽容和妥协，在信任和了解的基础上。
没有宽容和妥协，任何两个人都无法相处。

纯纯的爱也许只有一次，但是真爱未必只有一次。
时间会抚平一切伤痕。

我们其实是可以爱上很多人的。我们不是喜欢某个人，而是喜欢某种类型的人。
先来的人和我们相遇了，于是我们幸福地走到了一起；
对于后到的人，只能抱以歉意，同时，祝福他早日找到属于他自己的幸福。

没有谁是我们一生非拥有不可的，爱一个人，很多时候实际上是习惯了这个人

现实和浪漫哪个更重要？

现实。没有现实为基础，浪漫就是空中楼阁。
大学校园的爱情往往随着毕业而告终，大多是因为不现实，不在一个城市。
只有相互欣赏相互佩服各有所长的人，才会碰撞出最美丽的火花，
也才会结出最甜美的爱情果实。

分手后我们还可以做朋友吗？

最好不要。剪不断，理还乱。
过去了就过去了，我们不是生活在过去，而是现在。
爱情不等于生活，只是生活的一部分。

不要因为自己长相不如对方而放弃追求的打算，长相只是一时的印象，
真正决定能否结合主要取决于双方的性格。帅哥配丑女，丑女配帅哥的太多了。

恋爱的时间能长尽量长。这最少有两点好处：
一，充分、尽可能长的享受恋爱的愉悦，
二，两人相处时间越长，越能检验彼此是否真心，越能看出两人性格是否合得来。

想知道一个人爱不爱你，就看他和你在一起有没有活力，开不开心，
有就是爱，没有就是不爱，爱情不是感动，你不是他心目中的理想伴侣，
即使一时接受你，将来碰上他心仪的那一位，一样会离开你。
有些人情绪容易大起大落，这样的人是很难维持一段长久的关系的。

浪漫是什么？

是送花？雨中漫步？楼前伫立不去？
如果两人彼此倾心相爱，什么事都不做，静静相对都会感觉是浪漫的。
否则，即使两人坐到月亮上拍拖，也是感觉不到浪漫的。

是否门当户对不要紧，最重要应该是兴当趣对，不然没有共同语言，
即使在一起，仍然会感觉到孤独。

持久的爱情源于彼此发自内心的真爱，建立在平等的基础之上。
任何只顾疯狂爱人而不顾自己有否被爱，
或是只顾享受被爱而不知真心爱人的人都不会有好的结局。

爱情既是风险投资，难免有去无回，失恋是再正常不过的事情。
爱过，就够了。既然不能在一起，总有不能在一起的理由。
不能因为别人负了你，就不负责任地游戏、报复或是堕落，自己演的戏，
总要自己收场的。何况，他不爱你，你做什么他都不会在乎。

如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。
莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。

你可能习惯与现在的恋人，明明不太喜欢，
但在一起久了，习惯使人不太愿做新的选择。
人生会面临无数次选择。当给你机会选择时，你一定要谨慎；
一旦你做出了选择，就永远不要后悔；
拿得起，放得下，该断则断，该忘记的，就把它忘记；
该珍惜的，就要把它珍惜..

我们总说：“我要找一个很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。”
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过，
在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没有发觉而已呢？

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧，他或许已经等你很久了。
当你爱一个人的时候，
爱到八分绝对刚刚好，
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，
剩下两三分用来爱自己..
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，
让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣..

所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解也要开解；
要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；
要体贴也要体谅；是接受而不是忍受；
是宽容而不是纵容；是支持而不是支配；
是慰问而不是质问；是倾诉而不是控诉；
是难忘而不是遗忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求而不是向对方诸多要求。

可以浪漫，但不要浪费，
不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手..

Today 20.09.2011

2011-09-20T07:32:00.001-07:00

Today my mood up up down down
Lol..so sad sad D:

16.09.2011

2011-09-20T02:10:00.001-07:00

16.09.2011
Malaysia days :)
We went out !

11.09.2011

2011-09-11T08:38:00.001-07:00

Hellooo
Today I went to tanjung lobang with sis ! :D
Have a nice time with them :)

02.09.2011

2011-09-02T06:29:00.000-07:00

Good Newsssss :D

I passed my piano exam!!!

Horraayyyyy!:)

Grade 8...finally i passed !

Happy Happy !Hehehe :)

27.08.2011

2011-08-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

脾气是可以控制的
很多事情失去了也许再也挽回不了
珍惜珍惜珍惜啊！
哈哈哈 :D

19.08.2011

2011-08-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

It's over ovER OVER !
Hahaha. I'm free from piano!
I just had grade 8 piano exam at 12 something.
Omg..Im kinda nervous that time !
But finally it's over .
The examiner is so 'kind'
Haha..I guess I will fail this exam..
I had made a lot of mistake..lols
Hmm..it doesn't matter anymore
Tomorrow I still have one paper to go !
Account paper 2 , jia you ! :)

Why I heard many negative comment ? :'(

12.08.2011

2011-08-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

I deactivated my facebook account again !
Because of coming trial exam and piano exam !
Never give up MICHELLE LING ! :)))

09.08.2011

2011-08-08T16:47:00.000-07:00

Tuesday 0747 am
I supposed at school to study
But I am kinda lazy
And I need catch up my piano
Practice practice and practice whole day !
My hand very pain ah !
But I've no choices
Haha..I giving up my trial one exam !
I totally no time for study...
Oh my gosh ! Hahahaha
I will treasure my remaining school life :)
I don't want leave school life ! :'(

07.08.2011

2011-08-07T06:22:00.001-07:00

I need someone who can know and understand my mind :'(
What can I do :(

You're free ... :)

I'm crazy... ._.

I'm down

I'm disappointed

I want to drive

I want to go any place without others help

I want go beach

I want to scream !!!

My temper...

Never...

Nobody...

==

23.07.2011

2011-07-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

Helloooo :)))

didnt update for few days.haha

i felt so lazy to update now a day ><

but i dont want give up this blog!!haha

Today bla what?

I start watch City Hunter dy :D

Damn handsome the guy

But i wont miss him.hahaha

I watch Alvin And Chipmunks 3 's trailer !

Can't wait to watch it dy !:D

Omg...lastly....spm is coming...i dont know how to arrange my time for study :(

this is so annoying :( haiz

Finish update

Have a nice day :)

:)

2011-07-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

我要很多很多很多的安全感！
谢谢你 ♥ ♥

:'(

2011-07-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

离开我你会不会好一点？

2011-07-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

That day went to play games with Chen ling

And i hear this song in the game! Nice!

S.H.E 愛上你

如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們
親手給它變得美好
就像愛　看起來　會那麼少
一定是在等我們
一起勇敢尋找　一起找到

一片片落葉　為開出個花園
手牽手挨過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶　為了飛　為了翩翩起舞
先做一個繭

最美海岸線　總是要很蜿蜒
才足夠讓人忘返流連
你的身邊　要不是　比天邊還遙遠
勇氣怎麼出現

當你終於走到我的面前
完成所有的畫面
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍
只剩喜悅

只有我了解這幸福感覺
美得值得付出一切
能夠遇見你　認識你
喜歡你　愛上你
感謝我每滴眼淚

只有你明白我有多珍貴
好得值得你為我改變
讓你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天

愛上你是個禮物
就像是天使的禮物
我們不要辜負這個幸福
我們一定要更加幸福
如果愛真的是那麼少
我們就...
一起守護我們的
無意的愛不會被打擾

一片片落葉　為開出個花園
手牽手挨過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶　為了飛　為了翩翩起舞
先做一個繭

最美海岸線　總是要很蜿蜒
才足夠讓人忘返流連
你的身邊　要不是　比天邊還遙遠
勇氣怎麼出現

當你終於走到我的面前
完成所有的畫面
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍
只剩喜悅

只有我了解這幸福感覺
美得值得付出一切
能夠遇見你　認識你
喜歡你　愛上你
感謝我每滴眼淚

只有你明白我有多珍貴
好得值得你為我改變
讓你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天

像是大雨已過後晴朗的天
寬闊而耀眼
(看而明懂)需要又那麼清脆
往回看你的你一個圈
每一天預會的出現
都是為愛上你
都須留的浮現

只有我了解這幸福感覺
美得值得付出一切
能夠遇見你　認識你
喜歡你　愛上你
感謝我每滴眼淚

只有你明白我有多珍貴
好得值得你為我改變
讓你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天

如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們
親手給它變得美好
就像愛　看起來　會那麼少
一定是在等我們
一起勇敢尋找　一起找到

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（未確認是否Bouns）

RAP：如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們親手給它變得美好
就像愛(S：愛上你~) 看起來會那麽少
一定是在等我們 (S：愛上你~)
一起勇敢尋找一起找到

S：一片片落葉會開出個花園
手牽手捱過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶爲了飛爲了翩翩起舞先做一個繭

E：最美海岸綫總是要很蜿蜒
才足夠讓人忘返流連
你的身邊要不是比天邊還遙遠勇氣怎麽出現

H：當我終於住進你的心裏分享同一個世界
(S + E： HA~~ HA HA HA)
H+E：身後錯過痛過漫長情節都變甜美

E：只有我暸解這幸福感覺 (S+H：WOO~~~)
美得值得去付出一切 (S：HA~~HA~ 愛上你)
E+H：能夠遇見你認識你喜歡你愛上你
(S：愛上你) 感謝我每滴眼淚

S：只要你明白我有多珍貴好得值得你為我改變
(E: Woo ~ ~~ HA AH HA AH)
H + E：(S：愛上你) 請你繼續溫柔
交換我燦爛笑容
(S：愛上你) 一天一天到永遠那一天

RAP：YA YA~ 愛上你有多幸運像是天使的禮物
我們不要背負著幸福一定要更加幸福
如果愛真的是慢慢的燒
我們就一起燒乾我們這樣的同一個愛就會到老

E：一片片落葉會開出個花園
手牽手捱過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶爲了飛爲了翩翩起舞先做一個繭
(H：每隻蝴蝶爲了飛)

S：最美海岸綫總是要很蜿蜒 (H：YA~YA~YA~)
才足夠讓人忘返流連 (E：BABY OH MY LOVE)
你的身邊要不是比天邊還遙遠勇氣怎麽出現
(H：要不是)

H：當你終於走到我的面前
(S+E：HA~~HA HA HA~~)
完整所有的畫面 (E：完整所有的畫面)
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍只剩喜悅~~

E：只有我暸解是幸福感覺 (S+E：WOO~~~)
美得值得去付出一切 (S：值得我付出一切)
E + H：(S：愛上你) 能夠遇見你認識你
喜歡你愛上你感謝我每滴眼淚 (E：感謝我每滴眼淚)

H：只要你明白我有多珍貴 (S: HA~ ~~ )
好得值得你為我改變 (S：為我改變)
S+E： (H：愛上你)請你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天
(H：愛上你)

S.H.E：下雪大雨過後晴朗的天寬闊而耀眼
(H：寬闊而耀眼) 每個黎明都需要由夜生圈
S：往回看 S+H：每兜一個圈(E：每兜一個圈)
S：每一條 S+H：迂迴的曲線 (E：迂迴的曲線)
S.H.E：都是為愛上你必需留的伏線

E：只有我暸解這幸福感覺
(S+H：Oh My Love)
E：美得值得去付出一切
(S+H：Oh My Love)
E：能夠遇見你認識喜歡你
愛上你感謝我每滴眼淚
(S：愛上你的眼淚)
(S+H：HA~~ HA HA HA ~)

E：只要你明白(H：HA~HA)
E：我有多珍貴 (S: YA~ YA~~ )
好得值得你為我改變 (E：為我改變)
S+E：(H：愛上你)請你繼續
溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天
(H：愛上你)

RAP：如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們親手給它變得美好
就像愛看起來會那麽少
一定是在等我們
一起勇敢尋找一起找到

09.07.2011

2011-07-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

Watched Transformer 3!

That is a nice day :)

hmm...finally my dad back

obviously he miss me a lot :DD

hahaha

he say that's a tough trip!

But he enjoy it a lot

He happy i happy! Lol

haha

he forgot my perfume :'(

Sad Sad Sad T.T

04.07.2011

2011-07-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today is school holiday !
My school had sport day this two days actually
But I didn't went to outdoor stadium
Coz keep raining!
Suddenly hate rain !
Today I went education fair with axel at imperial palace
Wow...Singapore university is so tricky !
Then we went to Australia's there asking for so design information
We just sit there and hear the people explain about half hour !
But enjoy it for sure... Now I want went to australia to study so badly
I totally love there ! Omg!
But the only problem is $$ and my broken English !
Hope I can improve my English ba o.o
Tomorrow..
Hope it will be a wonderful day :)
Good night bloggy :D

02.07.2011

2011-07-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

Today

School Larian & Parents Day

A sunny day

i run 1.5 km at morning

actually i just run a while only...haha

and Parents Day

i was so nervous!

i think all of my comment is talkative or noisy!

Yea...imma right!haha

The first thing my teacher said after she greet my mum is " your daugther is a gepo girl"

I was Lol...my mum was :yea...i know . Every year same comment :)

hahaha.my teacher : ==""

And she said this girl can't keep herself sit there properly

She will walk here walk there...

Lol...i didnt!

And...she said i m a person who from science side had to get better result next time

My mum : ok

- Conversation End -

Faster then what i expected !

i thought teacher will bla bla bla and say out how bad i m no matter i really got did it or not!

hahaha

Lol...anyways

Happy Birthday Chieng Kai Jing :)

i think i really cant bring my bad mood to others next time (:

God said :

You're special to me because I made you,and i don't make mistakes.

We're all special and unique because God make us.

The more we trust in HIM the more we get HIS love

Dont let others judge us

In the kingdom of our Heavenly Father, no man is "nobody"!

Finish Update !^^

24.06.2011

2011-06-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

Copy from somewhere
啰嗦没有错...haha

那晚，他正和朋友在包厢和朋友唱歌，声音很大。-

然后朋友的手机响了，朋友表情怪异的接着电话，-

说，好，他在，我给他。-

然后把电话递给了他。是妻子。-

她说打他电话不接，只好打到朋友手机上。-

你有什么事吗？他强压着怒火问，-

没事，就是看你没接电话以为你有什么事了，想问问你几点回来。-

要是没事的话你先睡吧。他挂了电话，-

朋友一阵玩笑，老婆可真惦记你啊，有什么秘诀让老婆这样紧张你，给我们讲讲啊。-

大家善意的玩笑，却让他感到耻辱，这样的老婆，真是丢自己的面子。-

那个晚上，他借着酒劲，对她大吼着，我是个男人，有自己的生活和隐私，你不要随便干涉，你有什么权利？说完他冲进客厅，使劲关上门。 -

是的，他厌倦了这样的纠缠。这样的纠缠，如同一根橡皮筋，时刻拉着自己，他稍远点就感受到那紧迫的束缚，这样的感觉，让他厌倦和疲劳，慢慢的他开始有了逆反心理，出去应酬更频繁了。-

再请假时，他由原先的小心翼翼变得理直气壮。 -

她纠缠的苗头刚刚出来，他便死死的按下去。 -

说了跟朋友吃饭，朋友多了去了，我不能把每个人的名字都说一遍吧，再说，说好了谁谁去，但到时候还有变化吧，他一番冰冷的话，果然让她有些收敛。-

那几点回来？她的声音也弱了下来。-

嘿嘿，他暗自乐了。-

还真是，人家说，婚姻就是翘翘板，你上来，他就下去，不是东风压倒西风，就是西风压倒东风。还真是没错。

几点回来，这个说不准，谁知道临时有什么安排呢，你早点休息，不用等我回来。-

他比以前回来的更晚，她还是等着他，为了避开她的纠缠，他每次回来只在卧室门口探一下脑袋说，我这回睡不着，看会儿书就睡书房了。说完，就钻进了书房。-

这样的生活让他感觉很轻松，想出去应酬就去，回来晚了就晚了。不再有纠缠不再有追问，浑身都利索，要多轻松又多轻松。再后来，他更加放松，出去应酬只发个短信回来，今晚我和朋友出去吃饭。-

最初妻子会把电话打过来问，又要出去吃饭吗？-

他立刻不耐烦的说，不是发短信了吗?没收到吗？那还问啥？ -

这周都出去三次了。妻子在电话里嘟囔着。 -

好了我挂了，他根本不给她问下去的机会。他彻底获得了自由，一条短信，便一切都搞定，哪怕和朋友在外面彻夜狂欢也没有心理负担。-

那天，几个哥们约好了饭后去洗浴城修脚，后来就都睡着了，醒来的时候，和他一个包厢的哥们正手忙脚乱的换衣服，手机握着电话，一副惊惶的样子，不停的对他说，坏了，睡过去了，刚看手机，老婆打了八个电话，发了四条短信，我得赶紧回去。-

他掏出自己的手机来看，屏幕干净，没有未接电话，没有未读信息。

那一刻他忽然有些失落，觉得哪怕是一个未接来电，即使不是老婆的也好吧。

正想着，那哥们的手机又响了，他听见他说着，噢，噢，我回去给你解释好吗？我马上回，现在就回。他问，你老婆的？那人说，这大半夜的，除了老婆，谁会不睡觉打电话给你啊。 -

看着哥们走了，他也穿戴整齐的回了家。-她已经睡着了。

他用睡书房的方法躲避她之后，她也渐渐不再等他，他轻手轻脚的站在卧室门口，听见她熟睡的呼吸声，他突然很想叫醒她，告诉她自己在洗浴城睡过去了，差点就睡到了天亮。这样想着，他就做到了床边推了推她。 -

我回来了。 -

噢，-

她睁开眼睛答了一句。-

我今天和王勇他们去洗脚了，-

噢。-

差点还在那里睡过去。 -

噢，知道了。-

然后她转过身去又接着睡。-

那一刻他说不出心里的滋味，酸涩难言，还有惆怅和失落。有聚会时，他又开始给她打电话，我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。知道了。-

他还想接着告诉她都有谁，但她已经挂断了电话，她不再关心这些了，-

他纵然想说，她也是不愿意听的。-

怎么会变成这样子呢？她不是喜欢纠缠他吗？怎么他要讲她都不要听了呢？玩乐时，他的心情也变了，以前恨不得关了手机痛快喝酒，现在时不时把手机拿出来看一下。-

每每席间有人的电话响起，看一下来电说，老婆的，然后出去接电话，他就觉得那个人很幸福，有人缠着，有人惦着，自己的分量和重要性才能显现出来，而他不被老婆缠着已经很久了。-

这期间，他只是迫切着感受着自由的幸福，却不知道他和老婆的疏离也随着他的自由一起到来的。确切的说是老婆对他的疏离，那些她曾经和关心在意的问题，现在他早已放弃了，这种放弃，也是一种感情交流的中断。 -

是的，当他握着手机，看着屏幕安静黯然的那一刻，他忽然想到了中断这个词，手机就在他的手里，他却失去了老婆的信号。 -

他走出了包厢，给老婆打了个电话。-

我一会就回去呢，你在干嘛呢？ -

噢，我已经睡了。 -

他悻悻的挂了电话，心里一片惆怅。 -

那时，他看见过道里一个男人捂着一个耳朵，正大声说着，我不会喝多的，我真的是和大学同学在一起，不信我可以让王凯接电话。好，吃完饭就回家，不唱歌也不洗脚。好，十一点前我保证到家好吗？-

他忍不住笑了。电话的两端，一个拼命解释，一个拼命纠缠，是一种紧密的力量把这样的两个人连在一起，系在了一起。

多好啊，一个拽，一个跑，彼此因为对方感觉到自己的存在，不空虚，不寂寞，普通的夫妻，普通的女人，那些油烟的日子，不就是因为这些纠缠而有滋有味吗？-

而一个平凡的妻子，她对丈夫的那些依恋和需要，多半就是用这些纠缠表达了出来。 -

怎么能过失去最亲密之人的纠缠呢？

把纠缠剔除干净了，一个普通的男人和女人，还能有多少瓜葛?平凡的婚姻里，纠缠的含义就是和你在一起。-

用这纠缠，让你知道我存在，让你知道我在你的生活里，你在我的日子里。他猛然的想到这个很有哲理的句子，眼睛里同时蒙上了一层薄雾。虽然他已经失去了这亲密的纠缠，但他想从现在起，开始纠缠妻子，一直纠缠到老。-

这就是爱情、当一个女人不再对你吼、对你闹。对你发脾气，-

管你这管你那时、当她沉默时，你真的在她心里已经失去了那个不可或缺的地位了。-

纵使她还爱你、但是有些东西真的变了。纠缠、看似很烦、其实是最幸福的。-

以前、别人纠缠我，我宁愿把电话放到音响那，继续玩自己的。-

直到某一天不再有无数的电话和信息了，我才知道。他已经放弃了。-

那时才觉得空虚和惋惜。-

现在、我就像以前别人对我一样的对自己的爱人要求这要求那，管这管那。我们都是纠缠和被纠缠。-

太多太多..语言再也表达不来了、-

请珍惜那个对你发脾气的人、请珍惜那个对你唠叨的人，。-

因为这个世界上、除了父母、没有人再对你好了。也不会有人会管你这么多了。不要让你从她的心里变成可有可无的人。仅此而已。-

祝愿所有有情人、学会珍惜。珍惜。那个你看起来很烦的那个人。因为失去了、就不会再有人这么对你了。-

21.06.2011

2011-06-21T06:52:00.000-07:00

I felt lucky to being at art side now seriously !
But don't people know that its so difficult to make friend at the new class :(
Most of my friend is boys I know
Why? What wrong of making friend with boys
Those girls at the class had their own group already
I can't mix them because otherwise they will I'm a weirdo person
I and those 'boy's' friends only just normal friend Kay
There are no Interactive between us neither !
Why peoples likes to misunderstanding ?
Anyway I doesn't like people touch me..
Especially dirty peoples..
I don't want be an abnormal person

I don't want you you and you misunderstanding me !
I doesn't like that...zzZ
I'm obviously not that Kind person did I ?
Lol

I love you

2011-06-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

Today is Happy Father's day :)
Daddy I love you, and sure not only on this special date
I really miss you a lot
Hope you can back here as soon as possible
Without you mum totally don't wanna out at weekend
I had spent today doing nothing
I'm bored at afternoon
Usually I will chit chat with you
But today I just sitting there watching at my phone
I really so bored, why you didn't reply my message :(
I guess you haven't receive it ba ;)
Having your fun there :) love you a lot :) ♥

:')

2011-06-19T05:58:00.001-07:00

只有一個孩子的時候，對於「偏心」這個課題，不甚關心。但懷了第二胎時，便開始小心翼翼，避免偏心發生自己身上。我希望自己的孩子們，不因為我們做爸媽的偏心而受到什麼心靈傷害，感受爸媽對他們的愛，都一樣的多。

　　因此，我大著肚子便開始做「偏心」的功課，遇到有生兩個以上孩子的朋友，會藉機取經，請他們談談對待孩子是否公平之事宜。一談到，「是否偏心？」幾乎每個人的答案都是斬釘截鐵地宣稱自己不偏心！

那真奇怪了？為何幾乎每個孩子總是覺得爸媽偏心哪？

　　後來有天靈機一動，換個方式問朋友們；「你覺得你的另一半是否偏心？」咦！這回答案可就豐富多了。

　　「嗯！我老公最偏心老大了。每天下班回家只會跟老大聊學校的事情。」

　　「我老婆一天到晚只會罵老二動作慢。拜託，只有老三像她媽一樣性子的急驚風，才會趕得上她的節奏。」

　　再換個角度問，「你的另一半會不會覺得你偏心？」

　　「唔，這個嘛！好像會啊。我老公覺得我偏心老大，我才覺得他偏心老二呢！」

　　聽多了，從中發現大多數的爸媽偏心，是自然而然的事，並非他們刻意的。因為每個孩子都有不同的脾氣與個性，做父母的也是各自有其天生性情，於是即使像小家庭人口這般簡單的結構裡，照樣也會發生物以類聚、臭氣相投的道理。看起來，或許爸爸偏心老大，媽媽偏心老二，那可能是因為爸爸與老大兩人就個性相近，媽媽與老二興趣嗜好相同。

　　於是在我的心裡漸漸有個底，原來多數的偏心不是出自故意的，反倒是不偏心，才得要刻意提醒自己多留意。至於，怎樣讓孩子感到爸媽公平、不偏心？我的方式，有三招。

　　第一招就是家裡有什麼大小事情，盡量都是有福同享、有事同當。好比，有人感冒，就全家不准吃冰，大家一起等候那感冒的人病癒再一起去享受。客人送禮，全家一起拆禮物，一起享用，感受那份幸福。收衣服、曬衣服等家事，要兩個孩子一起做，讓他們學習同工。每天的生活中，建立他們「有福同享、有事同當」的觀念。第二招，就是夫妻兩人聯合愛孩子，散步有時爸爸牽著兒子的手，我牽著女兒的手，有時我牽著兒子，爸爸牽著女兒。我先生工作比較忙，與孩子互動的時間比較少；因此，在孩子面前，我會刻意舉例強化爸爸怎樣愛他們。盡量不要讓他們覺得媽媽比較愛他們，爸爸比較不愛他們。

　　這一點蠻重要的。有些夫妻不合，有些便會忍不住在孩子面前說自己比較愛孩子們，另一半比較不愛孩子們。孩子卻不見得會同感，反倒他們會開始在愛多愛少這些事情上做比較。腦中比較著爸媽，誰比較愛自己？誰比較愛其他兄弟姊妹？很容易產生爸媽偏心的感受。第三招，就是設法製造情境讓孩子們彼此相愛。例如，我發現姊姊有一個愛弟弟的小動作或小事件，我就會刻意驚呼「哇！你看看我們家，有這麼愛弟弟的姊姊，這麼關心弟弟的姊姊。」像發現什麼奇珍異寶似的。當場姊姊很得意，弟弟也很高興。

　　又有一次，讀幼稚園的弟弟，在聯絡簿上寫著他最喜歡的人是姊姊。其實有可能是因為他年紀小，認識的人不多。我就特別找一天神秘兮兮地翻給姊姊看。沒想到我們家的姊姊看了，就眼眶充滿淚水，對自己有時欺負弟弟的行為感到很愧疚。

　　然而，「偏心」的課題，在孩子身上或許還容易解決，成人世界的「偏心」問題，那才是超級難題。

　　就像在台灣社會，有不少爸媽，成日辛勤工作、省吃儉用，一點一滴累積多年小積蓄，多半會在自己的孩子成家立業時，經濟上給予一些幫忙。最常見的是當孩子買房子時，若是兒子，就會支持贊助個幾十、上百萬，但若是女兒，除非是獨生女，通常不給任何一毛錢。在女性主義的角度來看，這個就是「重男輕女」的偏心典範，非常不合理。分遺產更是如此。即使法律歸定，若父親去世留下一些財產，他名下的孩子全部一律等分繼承。但是，多數的母親或大哥會出面，叫女兒們簽下拋棄繼，或女兒們自己主動拋棄分財產的權利。

　　但是，若詳細研究，會發現這也不一定就是「重男輕女」。因為台灣的社會環境是兒子們有義務照顧年邁的父母，女兒們嫁出去是有義務照顧丈夫的父母。因此，兒子們用父母親財產照顧父母親，似乎又成了天經地義的事。反倒是若真的照法律女兒也來均分財產，就不近人情。

　　然而，這二、三十年來，台灣西化，加上大家通常只生一兩個，所以越來越多的家庭不太有重男輕女的觀念，再加上交通便捷，女兒不再是遠嫁異鄉的外人。一通電話，幾小時車程或飛機，嫁出去的女兒們還是馬上可以來對爸媽噓寒問暖。甚至有女兒就住在父母親旁邊就近照顧，反倒是兒子可能還遠在國外，幾年才回台灣一次。

不管如何，也常可以看到、聽到三、四十歲年紀的人，抱怨著爸媽不公平。爸媽拿錢給誰買房子，卻沒借錢給我出國留學；爸媽免費幫哥哥嫂嫂帶孩子，卻幫我帶孩子要收錢……等等。結果，發生很奇怪的現象，有些爸媽就強迫孩子收下他們老人家的錢買房子，強迫孩子生了孫子一定要給他們帶，擔心自己老了，孩子不管他們。

　　大夥活到三、四十歲這把年紀，跟小孩子沒有不同，還老覺得爸媽偏心；即使這些人都已經為人父母，會將心比心，但面對成人世界的錯綜複雜，偶爾還是會覺得年邁的雙親偏心。這或許是人類內在的罪性使然，我們常看不見自己所擁有的，卻常羨慕他人所擁有的；同樣的，父母對自己的好，我們常會遺忘，但腦中印象深刻的，卻只有父母對其他兄弟姊妹的好。

　　可別小看這個暗藏的毒芽！基督徒若不好好處理，久了，也會覺得上帝比較偏愛其他兄弟姊妹，獨獨對自己最不好，於是抱怨著上帝都不愛自己，最終乾脆離棄上帝。卻沒看見，其他的弟兄姊妹也很羨慕上帝給自己的某些幸福。

　　當然，有些時候，上帝會偏愛某些弟兄姊妹。如哥林多前書十二章提到：「身上肢體，我們看為不體面的，越發給它加上體面；不俊美的，越發得著俊美。我們俊美的肢體，自然用不著裝飾；但神配搭這身子，把加倍的體面給那有缺欠的肢體，免得身上分門別類，總要肢體彼此相顧。」

　　上帝對於軟弱的肢體，會特別給多一些恩典。那是因為經文「若一個肢體受苦，所有的肢體就一同受苦；若一個肢體得榮耀，所有的肢體就一同快樂。」

　　真實地活在主的愛裡面，就不容易感受到上帝對某些弟兄姊妹特別偏心。反倒瞭解，甚至還會禱告要求上帝更加倍祝福這些軟弱的肢體。同樣的，越瞭解愛的人，即使在複雜紛亂的成人世界裡，也不會心存自憐、不平，感覺什麼偏心的問題。

　　難怪保羅有這樣深刻的體會，先知、教師、神蹟、異能、醫病、治理能力，通通算不得什麼，唯一值得向上帝尋求的更大恩賜，那就是愛。

Next to you lyrics ♥

2011-06-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
That you keep that smile

You are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up for you
'Cause you are my dream

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl
'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
'Cause i'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

If you had my child
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on a little me
That'd be mine forever

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl

'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

We're made for one another
Me and you
And i have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

Stand by my side, side, side
When the sky, falls, down
I'll be there, i'll be there
You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
To keep you forever

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

2011-06-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS TILL THE MAX!I WONDER WHY I SO LOVE THIS!BUT I REALLY LOVE THIS!OMG!WHAT WRONG WITH ME!HAHAHAHA

:(

2011-06-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

SORRY!
IM NOT PRETTY!
Zzz...D:

别来提醒我多孤单

14.06.2011

2011-06-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

My result was just ok ok only
Well,really didn't expect too much...haha
Just now my dad make a call to me again
He asked me what I want he bring back from china
I say perfume ! Haha...
Axel said I shall had my own perfume at this age dy
And I feel so...I like my mum's perfume.so nice yea:D
But my dad said I didn't went to airport how can he buy for me
Oh ya...right .then I said next time ba.haha
Wanna have one!must!haha!
Want it so badly :(

12.06.2011

2011-06-12T09:50:00.000-07:00

Aww :(

My holiday is over D:

its 1 o'clock now

as i expected...im still doing my homework =.=

Doing at the last minute yea!

hahaha

Freaking sleepy now

but i still want to update here:D

i had overnight at my grandma house few days

my mum is getting better :) although she still in hospital

appreciate it :D

tomorrow will meet my beloved friends!

Surely have many thing to chit chat!

but im worried!

Coz teacher might give back our test paper!

OMG...don't know will get worst result or not ler D:

I WANT BE A EXTREME GOOD STUDENT LAR!

*i think i just say only.haha

End update!

Night Everybody!:D

♥太陽曬的我眼睛睜不開♥

Yoga :D

2011-06-11T11:12:00.000-07:00

Love yoga :D
New song here ! :)

想自由 (:

每個人都缺乏什麼　
我們才會瞬間就不快樂　
單純很難　包袱很多　
已經很勇敢　還是難過　

許多事情都有選擇　
只是往往事後我才懂得　
情緒很煩　說話很衝　
人和人的溝通　有時候沒有用　

或許只有你　懂得我　所以你沒逃脫　
一邊在淚流一邊緊抱我　
小聲的說多麼愛我　

只有你　懂得我　
就像被困住的野獸　
在摩天大樓渴求自由　

一路守著追著美夢　
踏上屋頂意外跌得好重　
不覺得痛　是覺得空　
城市的幻影有千百種　

就算愛也會變冷淡　
可是現在抱的你是暖的　
我不曉得　我不捨得　
為將來的難測　就放棄這一刻　

或許只有你　懂得我　
所以你沒逃脫　
一邊在淚流一邊緊抱我　
小聲的說多麼愛我　
只有你　懂得我　
就像被困住的野獸　
在摩天大樓渴求自由

等待也许漫长
但是如果值得就值得等待 :)

10.06.2011

2011-06-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

Mummy,
Take care there ya :(
Daddy worried about you too :)
My mum sick,
Those Miri sucks doctor can't treat my mum
But why still need charge money??
Doctor really is a earn money job!
They suggest my mum go for Singapore to make doctor appointment there
Coz they can't understand what's happening on my mum 's hand.
This call unprofessional !!
Zzz...anyways my mum is going to Brunei first then tomorrow will go to Singapore !
Hope everything is alright !
Daddy had make call to me from china
He was so worried,
I don't know my mum didn't told my dad about her hand.
My mum will be recover !
Daddy love you !
I love you !
Now I just want my mum can recover faster !
God bless you ! :)

Drive Drive Drive :D

2011-06-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

Sharing my first driving experiences now :D

i had been drove big and small car!

but not that crazy monster for sure!

Im currently obsessing on driving!

but manual car is quite complicated!

but i still can adopted on it!

My first experience of drive on auto car is drive my mum's car

that is quite big car ^^

but auto car is so easy to learn...

even stupid also can handle it well :)

gonna have my law test soon!

Jia You :D

05.06.2011

2011-06-05T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today is Gordon kiing's birthday
Happy birthday :)
Advise you dont be so play lar
17 years old dy
Haha
Went to merdeka mall to celebrate his birthday
I late reach!
Hmm...I go watch fast and furious 5 again!
Of couse is for free!
Haha...before that we go buy junk food!
We buy 12 packs of water
3 extra big pack keropok
2 medium size keropok
Those all for 4 peoples only!
2 o'clock the movie start
When 2.30 we gonna vomit dy...keep on eat eat eat!
Haha...we didn't finish all at last of coz
But we ate most of it!
Left 2 pack drinks and one medium size keropok only
Haha!kik!:D
We went to play games about one hour
Then back home :)
Finish !
Night all :)

陈势安的天后很好听!:D

2011-06-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

爸爸说，不要老是看中长的好看的男孩，这样的男孩很多都喜欢玩弄感情。骗你于无形。

    爸爸说，不要太迷恋有钱的男人，当年找你爸爸的时候他就是个穷光蛋，但他却是对我最好的男人。

    爸爸说，对自己要自尊自爱，不要轻易和男人去夜店和酒吧，你永远不知道他们嘴脸下有着什么肮脏的想法。

    爸爸说，在一起了就不要轻易说分手，有问题一定是可以解决的。不要对和自己在一起的人喜新厌旧。

    爸爸说，不要只会对自己的男朋友发脾气，说不定哪天他真的受不了你了，那时候你才会后悔。

跟你在一起很开心

    爸爸说，女孩不应该太在意感觉，有时候感觉不真实也不现实，那便是错觉，遇到真正对你好的男孩，就要珍惜他，那便是你给自己带来了幸福。要知道不是你每一次单身的时候都会遇到这样的男孩的。

   爸爸说，不要找一直嫌弃你这个那个的男人，也不要找一直和你吵架的男人，说明他不是真心喜欢你，以后女儿会吃亏的。

    爸爸说，可以在马路上适当地时机对他撒娇或者发脾气，观察他的反应，如果他冷漠或者生气，那么就离开他。如果他开始紧张和着急，那么给他一个微笑，好好地拉紧他的手。

    爸爸说，如果遇到男孩离你的家很远，但是愿意每天接你上学放学，愿意每天接你上班下班，愿意再晚也要坚持送你到家门口才离开，如果遇到这样的男孩，要好好珍惜。

    爸爸说，挑一个有着宽厚肩膀和大大又温暖双手的男孩，这样的男人更加可靠。记住，如果有个男孩握着你的时候手心经常冒汗，那么他是真心喜欢你的男孩。

    爸爸说，不要每天24个小时除了睡觉剩下的18个小时都不停地发消息和电话给男朋友，因为他也有生活，他也要上班。但是如果你忍不住这样做了，看男孩的反应，如果他经常受不了你这样，那么请离开他。

   爸爸说，如果有个男孩向你表白，你却不喜欢他，先不要就这样轻易拒绝。你可以无视他，你可以忽略他，你甚至可以排斥他，但是请看他的反应，他是不是从来没有退缩过，是不是从来没有放弃的意思，而且从来没有因为你的这些反应不开心，如果是这样，那么请你好好地考虑让他进入你的世界。如果你接受了他，你会发现他会给你从没有过的好和照顾。

    爸爸说，注意那些容易脸红的男孩，他们往往是男人中内心最善良的男人。

    爸爸说，追你的人再多，你也不能得意到忘形，要用心地选择，选择他们中最有信仰和最虔诚地作为伴侣。

    爸爸说，听爸爸的话，找个真心对你的男孩子。至少你不用担心会受伤，因为这样的男孩子不会让你受伤，他会一直细心地照顾你，他只想和你好好地过一辈子。

Freaking like this :D haha!

Just A Kiss Lyrics

2011-06-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

02.06.2011

2011-06-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

After a tuition at morning
I went out with axel :)
We go mc Donald first
But there is no the cup anymore
Then we went to 1 station cafe for having our lunch
The pizza wasn't nice...haha
Hmm...and I bought Gordon's present
Omg...know what happened ?!
Not enough money when I was paying at counter !
Luckily axel was there !
I wonder who stole my money -.-
There suppose have 1 fifty ringgit in my purse!
I have no idea that who take it!
Zzz...shuan liau.

Having dinner at night...
That is how I spent my holidays...
Lol...haha.
Missing you :)

01.06.2011

2011-06-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

Today,I supposed to watch kungfu panda 2
But,don't know why changed to fast and furious
Anyways,the mOvie was awesome !nice !!!
Going with kah yii,sui see,Brenda,hao yiun ,yin Jun,johnny and yew Yao
I don't really know them well...haha
Before the movie start...we went to play games
Basketball...woots...hao yiun so pro!
And the race car I love the most...but just play one match only then we need to back to cinema coz the time is almost reach
Too bad D:
I don't know we are going to sit at the second roll!my neck so pain after the movie ><
and also we meet jim,kong ping,kong seng,Brendan Lau and yong Qin
After the mOvie they went to play pool...I didn't follow
Pool?I just know what is that few days ago ==

Happy gawai's day :)

Today my dad went to kl
He going to have his trip to china by using car again
About one month...
What for??lol...go by using car I a very tired work!
Hope he have fun ba :)
LOVE U DAD ♥

I didn't slept last night!
I watch 醉后决定爱上你!
What a nice drama!
I wishing there was a guy treat me like that too :(
Haha...but the things won't happened in real life I know
><

Why there are so many unfair thing ?:(
同人不同命! That is what I think ...
Maybe I was jealous?Lol

31.05.2011

2011-05-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

ohhhh...its getting painful

i mean my growing tooth

hahaha

today is the last day of may

aww...:( the time pass so fast

keep on wasting time now

today i did nothing...Zzzz

So bored :(

Waiting Waiting D:

anyways..i want to use my holiday do some meaningful thing :)

tomorrow going to watch Kungfu Panda 2

with Sui See, Hau Yiun, and yin jiun ba?

actually i dont know yin jiun well..Lol

tried to be friend tomorrow ba @.@

hahaha

so this is for today :)

Jia You friends :D

30.05.2011

2011-05-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

I'm 16 years old already
But why I will still grow tooth?
Omg...kinda pain :(
The first day of the holiday
I spent it by watching drama!
Aww...finally I done watching "The Vampire Diaries" until the latest ep
Can't waiting the next ep come out !
So nice :D
And I wanna watch kungfu panda 2 so badly ><
I want hang out man!
Bored :(

29.05.2011

2011-05-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

Aww :( new post here
Hmm...it's 2o'clock already
And I just back to my sweet sweet home :)
Since my phone battery still left a bit then I decide to update blog :D
The *aww :( means I think I gonna sick soon D:
Sore throat , cough , flu are coming to me, I think fever sooner!
Aww..really ruined ruined ! Dont sick during holidays ma T.T
Hmm...I will be back home that late because I went to a singing competition just now
1st Kuching 2nd sibu 3rd miri
Actually its not bad lar..unexpected it will be so good xD

This is my day,peacefully :)

28.05.2011

2011-05-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

I'm here :D
Coz I'm freaking bored now..Zzz
Miri jia you :)
Haha...today that Jacky cheat me three times!
I won't believe him anymore xD
Im a unlucky person...seriously.
Soi soi soi :(

Exam is over
Holiday is coming :)
Gonna enjoy it :D

27.05.2011

2011-05-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Why during the exam the time always not enough to use
But after exam,
The first day...ok
Second day...omg bored!
Wanted find some buddy out xD
And many need to done in this holiday!
-done account project
-done seni project
-done my piano score
...let me think first.
Just back from eastwood..
Hmm..usually this singing competition should have many handsome boy
But this year no...lol!kidding lar!
Haha...those singer from other state seems so Noob .
Lol.hahaha.Miri jia you :D blessed :)

26.05.2011

2011-05-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

Won't

Let

You

♥

23.05.2011

2011-05-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

The day her birthday :)

22.05.2011

2011-05-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

Back to December ... :(
Hey friend everything good there?
Take care :)

17.05.2011

2011-05-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

One day with two post
How nice..haha
Just now went to sibuti with family and uncle Lawrence
I wonder why need spent so much time go so far place eat -.-
Made me skipped my account tuition
Haha...anyways I don't really like eat the tutu fish
My dad keep on say it's nice and ask me to try it
Hmm...it's just very normal la. What special?
So expensive too..lol
And I found back many old friend
Keep on chit chat until my phone credit became 0
Need to reload again...xD
May I don't reload?haha
Perhaps...?hehe
Now worrying my history!
May I buy time?or may I reverse time?
LOL...I know it's impossible :(
Something we had lost but we never realize
Until we start care and worry, but it's really too late
Treasure life, treasure time, treasure what we having now :)
With love ♥

17.05.2011

2011-05-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

New new new post :D
I want wash all emoness!
Hahaha
I dislike people ignore me
I dislike people backstep me
I dislike people discuss me
I dislike people say me didn't think before say
I dislike people say I'm crazy
I dislike people look down on me
I dislike people judge me
I dislike people hate me
I dislike people say I'm small gas

Everyone had things to dislike and complain
But this is part of life we have to overcome it
People has their own mouth
Just let it be :)

15.05.2011

2011-05-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

This is my 182 post
I never realize I had wrote so many post already
Maybe I cause I pretend this blog as my diary:)
So...dear diary
Following the horoscope today should be a nice day and end up with bad mood
And its exactly correct -.-
I don't know what am I worrying at
And sure not because the exam
Just...hmm...speechless.no words can describe my feeling now
I used to be a happy person
But now....
Hope this won't bothered my coming exam's mood
I should wake up and be happy now!
Jia you in everything!
There will have a people supporting you always :)
I'm finding :)

12.05.2011

2011-05-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

I supposed to upload the 08.05.2011 day's picture
That day was axel blaze tan's birthday :D
Happy belated birthday again :)))
And and and
That day also mother's day:D
Mummy,although I dint say out the word "I love you"
But I really do:)
Chinese would be quite shy...hahaha

Anyways
Whats happened today?
Today I didn't went to school!
How nice...
I think many do so
Hahaha
Everyone went to pustaka for study xD
Is there really can concentrate study?
I don't know ... Haven't went there before
How sad.haha
And today Larry text me lur
Coz last year we did together went to jazz festival
So he is asking to go again
I'm not sure I'm going or not coz exam is really around the corner!
Haiz~but I want to go lar.....confusing D:
Actually I shouldn't go...yea I know
Complexing feeling now. :(

Go or not???

04.05.2011

2011-05-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

A wonderful day
Because mrs.bhalvinder didn't came!
Wahaha...I supposed to let she check my homework by today
I didnt done it what..haha
Hope she won't come tomorrow!xD

Study mood,engine start!
But the oil seems a bit only...hahaha
+ oil + oil :))

Tell me when I did any wrong ya...:(

03.05.2011

2011-05-03T06:56:00.000-07:00

02.05.2011
This day should be a relaxable day!
But I'm full of tuition ...
Lol...three tuition in one day.
Still need do moral project !
Non stopping!
Last night I do the project till midnight
Luckily I found Gary do with me
How good! Sometime if there was a people accompany you at midnight.
You won't felt tired of what anymore. Because a friend is beside you!wahaha
Friend is the best thing:D

My best friend gonna birthday soon
I totally forgot this year. Usually I will start planning two or three week earlier
But but but...now even a present I also haven't buy!OMG!help me...!
God bless me xD

02.05.2011

2011-05-01T19:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was labour day !
Planned out with pok pok family!!haha
Let me introduce first :)
Dad:pok pok lim(Gary lim)
Mum:pok pok king(Gordon kiing)
Son:pok pok chee(Samuel chee)
Daughter:pok pok lai(Winnie lai)
:pok pok Chen( Chen ling)
:pok pok ling(me)
Haha..funny lar !
Yesterday outing Gary didn't go to coz some family emergency
Anyways we decided to went to play bowling
But!there full of appointment!!
Argh...!then I suggested go archery!
What stupid idea!
Haha...made my muscle so pain now:(
Hahaha.my first time to play:)
And moral project!!!
Fast fast done it.bye:D

30.04.2011

2011-04-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

I think I will be often to update my blog now:)
Because finally I found how to write blog by using phone!
Recently it can save me a lot of time !
Oh ya,I want an galaxy tab. But I think iPad 2 is better than that?haha
But I'm not going to use parents money...they gave me much of things this year already
Not feeling wanna waste their money again?I trying to be a extremely good girl ok?:)
So only can do is save money!!!xD
I wanna change my temper in this month!hope I can do it!
Yeah!jia you :D
Good night!I have many project haven't done yet >< bye c:

29.04.2011

2011-04-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

Today!
The royal wedding of Kate and William :D
They look so so so lovely!
Watch the wedding whole afternoon
I'm jealous-ing xD
She is so pretty! She just have a simple makeup and wearing a simple but elegant earrings
She really did look like a princess although she just a cilivian of England and growth at a normal family!
She look gorgeous!!
And I want to say prince harry so handsome :D
His smile was so adorable !
Haha!that's all for today:)
Nights all:)

:(

2011-04-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

我觉得我变了 :'(

28.04.2011

2011-04-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。

她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆。

很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。

她也会偶尔的忧郁，朋友问她怎么了，她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起，更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。

她恋爱的时候，喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的，有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人，她不求结果，只希望你有那份心。

对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，会毁了她，要么成就了她。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她不允许男孩子的背叛，如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，她一定会狠心的离开你。

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

时而邪恶，时而善良；

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她有她的梦想，她的希望。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。　　

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

得到她,别骄傲,

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

她只是想静静的看着你，当你的观众，仅此而已。哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

26.04.2011

2011-04-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

today

a nice day:)

but blackout at afternoon D:

about one hour!

SWEATING AND FREAKING HOT

.............................................................................

*emo emo emo

I DON'T CARE

-i told myself don't care it, let it be :')

-don't care a people who doesn't really care you :)

-still disappointed D':

Life still going on, don't stop it with a stupid reason c:

Lastly i won't find you if you don't find me first!!:P

22.04.2011

2011-04-21T18:33:00.000-07:00

*update update

Its justin Bieber concert yesterday

i couldn't go to

I promise i'll go next time:)

Please come again:D

I had i bad mood yesterday

wonder why..LOL

No reason!

Hate the feeling!D:

Long time didn't update chinese song

Here :)

你的眼光其實我都感覺得到
有些事情本來就很奧妙
無心的玩笑故意挑剔的爭吵
都是愛情的前兆
你的眼淚其實我也感覺得到
有些事情真的很難預料
愛情的面前我們真的太渺小
應該怎麼說才好
其實我也不知道其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了緊緊的擁抱誰能承諾天荒地老
我的苦笑是否你能明瞭
其實我也不知道其實我也很煎熬
其實我也想過放棄一切什麼都不要
緣份如此美妙卻又如此困擾
是歡笑迷宮又像寂寞監牢
讓人隻想逃跑
你的眼淚其實我也感覺得到
有些事情真的很難預料
愛情的面前我們真的太渺小
應該怎麼說才好
其實我也不知道其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了緊緊的擁抱誰能承諾天荒地老
我的苦笑是否你能明瞭
其實我也不知道其實我也很煎熬
其實我也想過放棄一切什麼都不要
緣份如此美妙卻又如此困擾
是歡笑迷宮又像寂寞監牢
讓人隻想逃跑
嘿謝謝你對我那麼好
我常常覺得無以回報
愛就是這麼微妙
它無法強求它出現的時候不必尋找
其實我也不知道其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要

http://www.youmaker.com/

11.04.2011

2011-04-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

Sunday

10.04.2011

Woke up early in the morning

Prepared to going niven's house

Meet desmond goh at 11o'clock at Boulevard

Arrived niven house around 11.30am

His dad was glad to see us

he story the day,how did the accident happened

How hurts T.T

his mum and dad cried and me too

They want us to treasure life and be strong:)

coz we still alive and sitting here

After niven's family came back from sibu,his funeral

His house been house robbery,

niven's laptop been stolen :(

We watch the picture at the funeral too

he go peacefully..hope he was happy there:)

NIVEN BE HAPPY THERE:D

After the visit

i went back to Boulevard again

trying to vent by playing racing car!

Its cool enough!i'd release my sadness!

That's the day with smile and tears:)

Monday

11.04.2011

Dear diary,

The stupid teacher scold me again

i endure it:)

how pro i'm!

not going to quarrel with her

coz i don't dare to!haha

anyways,my mum was sick

hope you recover soon:)

below was my own opinion!

What's going on now?

DAP DAP DAP!

Sien ah...Lol

can you guys don't said SUPP till like that?

What's wrong did they did?

If you really found the proof that they really corruption

then just catch one of them up

don't involved others okay?

if not SUPP,do miri can be better than sibu like now?

we can saw miri are good and perfectly beautiful

Owh...enough.

Stop and dont say DAP in front me!!!!!

ZZzzzz.

Everyone got privacy okay

dont simply take my phone without my PERMISSION again!DG!

An utter confusion day!:@

08.04.2011

2011-04-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

*sigh

how many days i didn't saw my dad:(

about one week! T.T

miss you...don't be so busy,okay?:)

hope you'll miss your only daughter too.

coz she's only!then she always be alone.

Love You Dad:)

*my dad was busying at SUPP thing,wonder why he so support about that. anyways i'm support SUPP too coz my dad did:) so dont talk about rocket thing in front me!i wouldn't like it. ><

Today,

an exhausted days,

planned to go niven's house to have a visit tomorrow

originally we suppose go at 1 o'clock

but ruined!!

need plan again...haiz~

thanks Niven's dad for the kindness

Niven,We'll miss you always.

God Blessed:)

My mood today

Morning - :)

Afternoon - :D

Evening - :(

Night - :@

I'm tired....

not going think that much anymore

Tomorrow will be a nice day:)

04.04.2011

2011-04-04T01:39:00.000-07:00

i forgot yesterday was his birthday ><

happy birthday grandpa!haha

hmm...did i do something special happened today?

finally i rescued a people from love trap!

yayhoooo!

last night i cant sleep well D:

i wonder why???those fatigue feeling make me cant concentrate on study well

Haizzzz~~

cheer:)

next time must sleep earlier!:D

my smile makes my day:)

03.04.2011

2011-04-02T19:50:00.000-07:00

*update update update

i get my iphone 4! yeah

but it doesn't enough nice to me?i prefer blackberry torch!

haha...i dropped it yesterday!

ARGH!heart break!

result came out!two subject failed!

sigh...i thought only one subject will failed.

jia you:)

deactived my fb account again!

coz exam is around the corner!!

anyways happy always :D

16.03.2011

2011-03-16T02:59:00.001-07:00

How's today

Sistar's birthday:)

Chieh Happy Birthday:D

For nivenTaylor Swift - Back To December (Live on Letterman)

2011-03-12T19:31:00.000-08:00

='(

2011-03-12T03:24:00.000-08:00

人生,

真的不能预料

今天,我的朋友niven已经走了

我和他认识了短短的三个月

在5A1班里,他跟我算很好了

他坐我旁边,我们都聊歌星的八卦

他最爱taylor swift

喜欢russia美女

我们在补习无所不谈

星期四那天我,chew ni & niven在补习那里谈车祸

因为我们三个都有去sibu

chew ni就讲她怕坐巴士因为怕车祸

niven就讲小心一点吧

那里知道他就发生车祸了

我,niven & kiwi 还讲好要sibu meet

niven带我们去玩好玩的

那里知道已经没有机会了

昨天account考试,

我们一直讨论答案..他叫我第二题随便做.

因为好过没有分．

昨晚sent了一message给他

他没有回

有一点怪怪的

然后今天早上..

看到sibu的朋友在facebook的wall那里rip之类的话

就觉得更怪了

因为我是他的miri第一朋友发现

不敢乱跟别人讲

因为这种事情不能开玩笑的

就在补习那里brendan lau一起打给niven sibu的朋友

他朋友说那是真的

他们在途中出车祸

他的父母和妹妹都没事

只有他逃不过死神的召唤

haiz~~~

明天他就要出殡了

会有几个朋友会sibu看他最后一面

我也想去,父母不肯

希望他一路好走

人生啊~

珍惜所拥有的:)

突然觉得我好幸福!T.T

09.03.2011

2011-03-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

today...science and art

hmm....good:)

tomorrow moral and economy

moral really drive me crazy O.O

economy sure 0% mark!haha

noob my phone is out of credit

tell me when you saw this

hope you can saw this o.o

08.03.2011

2011-03-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

cute song:D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

这城市依然在运转

而我的脑袋 跳针 停不下来

有时候必须为你失去方向感

你说的偶像剧对白

任性了起来 夸张 假装离开

连装可怜的戏码都演得可爱

像小孩无理取闹 学朋友数落我奇怪

责备我太理性没关系 因为你是我

小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个

我带你 去体验 电影里的浪漫

一幕幕 提醒我 第一次的感动

这样就够了 我的  小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 亲一个

在回家 的路上 超幸福的期待

我陪你 看星星 预言精彩未来  一定可以的 乖乖

骑机车随性地转弯  握住你的手

好像 特别自在 这一秒我会故意失去方向感

你说要我抱起来  感觉很呆却很坦白

想照顾我的口吻  哎呀是如此可爱

小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个

我常常 在幻想 外星人的恋爱

像不像 你和我 很简单很快乐

这样就够了 我的   小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 亲一个

我可以 送给你 一首一首的歌

认真了 就可以 变成幸福的人

一定可以的

我的   小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个

我常常 在幻想 外星人的恋爱

像不像 你和我 很简单很快乐

这样就够了 我的   小乖乖 小乖乖

快过来 亲一个  我可以 送给你 一首一首的歌

认真了 就可以 变成幸福的人  更好的我们 乖乖

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

07.03.2011 (2)

2011-03-07T04:39:00.000-08:00

here i came again.hmm...really so bored.no mood study anyways.bm?can i just let it fail?haha.science!hope can understood the experiment...never do experiment.how sad?last year keep do and do the almost same experiment.but its different this year!LOL.i dont need worry about my biology anymore..yeah!but my economy...i never open the book yet.GG...account,erm hope can do well:) the teacher say the class never have people passed with more than 50 marks.i want to be the one.Wooo.hahaha.JIA YOU:D

07.03.2011

2011-03-06T23:10:00.000-08:00

Today is a shiny day

hmm...and its exam week

today is english math and history

so far still okay lar

hehe

i've deactive my facebook account!

i think i wouldnt be back in short time?

haha..

last night 12.30 just fall asleep

then woke up at 4 o'clock!omg...so tired and sleepy now

finish update!Bye

today'll be a nice day:)

good luck everyone:D

Trips

2011-03-03T06:43:00.000-08:00

update somethings here:D

Wonder why all the teacher hate me?

So weird!how can they be like this...Zzz.

Update some photo's!haha

Disneyland night view

Mickey

Hong Kong night view

this's nice:D

He's so tall!!

2012!

fake one...haha

Melody:D

Macau!

Biggest Casino!

20.02.2011

2011-02-20T07:10:00.000-08:00

Ming's birthday today:D

Be a big bulb D:

dont like at all...Zzz

Her birthday why everyone absent.

a bit sienzzz

Wish you all the best and good good good in everything C:

Thanks noob for the rose:)

rename it *&* ****

hahaha

secret x)

LL!i hate you!just can't forgot you D':

17.02.2011

2011-02-17T01:26:00.000-08:00

Back from hell!haha

hk is quite hot...

disneyland was so small!haha

anyways....

that science teacher!!arh!

he said :michelle ah you from science side to art side,you still dont want do well in art side...you want go outside isit?LOL...hate him D:

01.02.2011

2011-01-31T18:13:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of Feb

Time really pass so fast o.o

sometime i hope time dont pass so fast.haiz~~

going to brunei later on

my cousin came back from Aus.

Hope he'll bring ipod or iphone something back.haha

and my mum said hk people de chinese not good

Omg...seriously...there is China oh.haha

My braces off....finally!haha...

Lastly,

Happy Chinese New Year everyone:)

ILY:)

30.01.2011

2011-01-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

Rosey:i go hk one week only...you go kl the whole month ah.haha.that more shuang.and i really love the origami flower so much!:D

CNY is around the corner

so waiting to receive "Angpao" lar

hahaha...getting older the angpao more less lur D:

anyways...my angpao every year just get a bit only.

soooooo...time for packing lar:)

i wonder those hong kong people can spoke chinese or not.

O.O hope can lur..i can't speak cantonese well.haha

hmmm....lastly

I Love You :) JB

25.01.2011

2011-01-24T23:47:00.000-08:00

awww....i'm here for updating something:)

first..i had absent of school for two days!!

sick sick sick!!get off from me =@

keep on coughing and fever.

damn it

hopefully its will be totally recovered before i've my trip!

going to hong kong during CNY!

sounds good:D

going to macau too!YAY

and i still feel good at art side:)

sej teacher "teacher Bhalvinder" omg im so scare her

She scold me that day!

aww D:

anyways its still ok there.

hmm....hope can do well at spm:)

2011

2011-01-08T19:30:00.000-08:00

Holy...

im form 5 now:D

Hi 2011

Didnt come for update long time

This year hoped can pass quickly!

You don't know i've been transfered from 4s6 to 5A4(what a lousy class==)

and from 5A4 to 5A1!!

Im art side now:)

Screw you biology,physics,chemistry and add math!!

welcome economy and science:)

i really dont have idea about i'll been transfered to 5A1 at the time

my result not that bad ok

screw that pn.lai

she was so stubborn!

i wanted to back science side firstly but she doesnt approved

but after that i dont think i want at science anymore

then i decided to go art!

what she said!! "now 5s6 is left plenty people why not you back!"

Walao she...i've been stand that staff room there for 2 hours for waiting to approve

but she keep call me to wait wait and wait

lastly is teacher mary approve me go 5A1==

Okay now new classmate new subject

being hardworking?i don't think so.haha!

alright i'll come back update asap! c:

15.12.2010

2010-12-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

BIG News:(

Everyone thought that i'll be happy when i heard i been transfer to art side

actually not:(

my friend,i built my relationship with my friends here for one year

although not really a long time

but i meet those friends with real heart

so CRY?its doesn't solved any problem

haiz~applying to science side again?

i think they wouldn't accept it again?

No~ish!!bye old classmate but i could meet vero again:)

hope i'll done well in art stream

I didn't go for classes one year...still can fight with them?

many problems came out now

i really hoping i still can revision with roseyln and qiqi them next year.that's really FUN!

(roseyln i really cant study acc myself, you know that.haha)

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

but i shocked that my mum didnt scold me

she said:then?who else is dropped?

me:i dont know

mum:its okay lar,who else can be like you oh~one year science one year art

me:xD.hahaha

mum:then those tuition fee i paid nothing liau oh?

me:shi lur...

mum: speechless.xD

14.12.2010

2010-12-14T06:24:00.000-08:00

i'm back:D

back from bintulu...

there's a noob place?

not actually...

i'm so strange at there...even with miri guys

i don't like simply friends' with peoples?

owh....this is ME!right?

i don't know why those people can be so so erm...how to describe that words huh!

"sui bian"

maybe ba~

meet more friends that's nothing wrong

but i can't do it.LOL

my problem or they really too "sui bian" leh?

i think i'm too "da xiao jie"

i admit i really will choose friend depends to their habits

i don't like friends with peoples who like to sing

they always thought they're the best?

stop thinking like that okay?sing doesn't helping enough for your future

always thought they're pro too

like me,i never sing at public.

i like drawing, play piano and photography

i think my hobby is normal bit?haha

here is some pictures.

my rooms really nice:)

i really like the big mirror.haha

conclusion, i'm a photographer there.xD

09.12.2010

2010-12-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

my mind is so complexing now

i felt so empty, but why?

i don't know...

maybe because of too bored alone

alright, since axel went back her hometown

my friend never find me out anymore

nobody find me out exactly

well, don't care it

need to be brave:)

im going to bintulu tomorrow

i know there is so boring even than miri

but better than keep on stay alone at home right?

OMG!i'm really BOREDOM!!!

let's talk about the photography course

actually that not really helped me much

i learned NOTHING!

learn by self lar...i wanted to buy a new lens!!!

mum help me:D.haha

and today is 9.12.2010

its December

waiting Merry Christmas coming:)

i didn't celebrate any christmas year by year

because i'm not christian D:

who dislike to look at christmas tree?

its so pretty:D

my mood getting better after wrote blog

as a people said, don't think so much!go sleep.haha

good night everyone

30.11.2010

2010-12-01T08:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm

what i did today.

i registered a photography course, maybe my photography skill will be improved?

i'm worried D:

the teacher will speaking in english...

oh no...my english so pooor

i called my cousin Tommy going with me

there're many miri pro photographer attend

i'll be the noobest D':

alright nevermind. i just a junior ma. i'll be a senior to teach people one day.

waiting the day coming.hahaha

30.10.2010

2010-11-29T06:01:00.000-08:00

well,i've backing from brunei

i didnt watched HARRY POTTER!!

i watched Rapunzel in 3D.luckily its nice:)

going to watch harry potter in miri inthis few day

i just know harry potter 7 part 1 not in 3D

Holllan....haha

going to Hong Kong?

still disneyland what?

yea,im not adult and i love disney so much:D

alright good night:)

im sorry

2010-11-24T07:58:00.001-08:00

i'm really bad till max

i always didn't do what i promised

take an example like GB's camp,

i tell them i did go, but lastly i didn't went to

saw those picture....guiltiness

church camp still can't confirm whether i could go or not

don't want to promise people easily before i can't prove it at last

sorry beloved friends:]

24102010

2010-11-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

going out with dear sui see today..

and also chew ni, chiew hui, jim and kong seng

like few noob there at starbuck.haha

originally wanna go watch Harry Potter 7 at night with cousin and bro

but my mum said we can watch at brunei in 3D tomorrow

hahaha...so im going to brunei tomorrow

don't know till when lar..

im flu-ing

medicine made me feel sleepy

so im going to bed again.good night:)

bored day

2010-11-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

today really is a bored day

wanna out with friend so badly

but no more money

hahaha

how ler?i wanna go have a trip

maybe going during chinese new year lar

i want to go "Macau" or "Macao"?anyways..

its nearby china,and its a history town

hope i really can go there.xD

18.11.2010

2010-11-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

today i went to swim...

since im primary 2,

i never swim anymore

but why?my life is so weird..

my parents said i can't swim.

okay i admit it

they really get mad when they heard that i went to swim.:(

having fun with xel chieh ning and hua

after eastwood,

we're going parkson for having a lunch or tea break

i met chen ling and monica!!!hahaha

so funny ah:D

today is public hiliday

2010-11-17T07:44:00.000-08:00

So what i gonna do today?

i've no idea!

sleep, eat, learning camera shooting skill

my hand is pain

the angle to hold the camera let me feel uncomfortable

i'll slowly practice and be accustomed to:)

tomorrow gonna out with buddies

axel is fetching me with her car

but who's gonna sent me to her house at the early morning?

7.30am ler...my parents wouldnt out that early since i dont need went to school anymore

praying..............

if possible i'll go eastwood,i'll have much fun there i think

but no carrrrr

Grrrr...

good or bad :) :(

2010-11-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

okay...good news or bad news?

Good news first..haha

i get my new camera nikon D3100 with 18-105mm's lens

its nice though...xD

unfortunately...i dont know how to use it at all

im searching:)

Bad news =( *of coz this face lar.

i couldnt drop my biology

how could it be??

okay,calm down.

just take it only lar

if i really can't handle it just dont go for the exam then

hahaha.good idea:)

things happened few days:D

2010-11-07T03:40:00.000-08:00

EXAM IS OVER

scream it loud!

haha...we discussed wanna scream after end of account exam

but when teacher said times up,no one is screaming!

haha..just some people "wooh" with small voice

so its end

times for fun

i borrow many stuff from roselyn!

some disc and books

going to let those thing to spent my times

no tuition anymore,piano lesson still having lar

i went roselyn house!

her sweet sweet home have many things to play.xD

comp,ipod,psp,ps 2,camera and also can watch with 55inch tv

after we study,we watch "how to train your dragon"

nicee enough!although we watch till half half but gonna continue it at wednesday!

haha

07.11.2010

i had outing with buddies!!

xel,gela and chieh~

axel drive us go...

can drive really shuang!

first we ate breakfast with axel's popo at wang shi tai

after that we went to pick angela

we went imperial mall

then parkson with chieh,went angela;s home before going to merdeka mall

axel bought a nice bag there,the bag really suit with one of my blouse!

last we went citrus we eat a teabreak..

so much fun there:D

taking many picture by me!!

i gonna buy a camera

i like Canon G12 but my dad said better buy nikon

he's the one spent money so i just follow..xD

i found D3100 and D5000 are nice

so maybe buy one between two of that.

I GONNA HAVE A CAMERA SOON:D

HaPPiiiiiii:)

10.10.10

2010-10-10T07:39:00.001-07:00

Guest whose birthday today?!!

BONG LAO PO's birthday

Winnie Wong's lar

that's her nick name that i always called:)

the nick name for her is nice isit?haha

we celebrated her birthday at Harts Chicken(i don't know what it actually spelled xD)

anyways...i realize all people there're go for celebrating birthday.*most of them

then her boy friend wanted us to lie winnie that he wouldn't came to her birthday

haha...how sad her face ohhh~

but when she saw her bf...she was so surprise and happy!power of love!!:D

the couple really so weird ler!!!xD

first time see a couple so shy shy one!

hahaha...the way their love,just up to them=]

we gave winnie a photo frame with her picture,there's the secret behind the photo frame!

its another picture is winnie and her bf's picture

she recieve a necklace from her bf

i had ate many things there but i didnt felt full anyways

im waiting monica to give me those picture to upload!

AND!!!!

I HAD BRING BACK THE FROG TO MY HOME ALREADY

IT'S REALLY SMELLY MAN

EVEN THOUGH I HAD CHANGE THE WATER TO IT

ITS LOOKS STICKY AND ....i dont know how to describe it

but i gonna dissect it when wednesday

for biology!hahaha.

today is a special day!coz its 10.10.10

hope i'll did well in exam!jia you:)

that's all...good night:D

a bad day

2010-10-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

HOLYSHIT!!!!!!

Opps!too rough what...but i dont care anymore~~~

1.i thought that i could print my account project out which i saved in my pendrive!!!

HOLYSHIT!IT DOESNT SAVED!!!!I NEED TO REDO THE WHOLE PROJECT AGAIN

tell me it wasnt real please....haiz~~how come will be like that!ohh~~~speechless

2.My dad dont let me go the camp(Gb's) because the venue of the camp Lambir Resort National Park very "dirty" . The dirty means there're many ghost there.Honestly i really shocked to heard that!!BUT i already promised my friend that i'll go...because my mum allowed me just now~but now my dad said CAN'T.i know my dad was worried about my safety.so i had to cancel it T.T

3.If the average of my physic chemistry biology and add math couldnt reach 25 marks,i would be forcing to go art stream. Feeling dont wanna to go art stream anymore,coz i had meet my friend here.i meet many nice friend.so i dont wanna go art stream anymore~jia you jia you then!!:P